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Saturday, July 18, 2009,5:31 AM
i just doesn;t know what to do..everydae force myself to study study and study..no matter how much i not feeling well..how much of unbearable pain and suffer i went through..i still keeping a silent..no one know.. no one care.. no one bother..i just want to silently walk the path on my own..afterall every single decision is i make my own..why must that thing still bothers on me..what am i really thinking??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**STRONG**INDEPENDENT**POSITIVE**CHEERFUL**